One of my dearest friends in the whole world is getting married this coming April. I received the news this week and still have yet to really respond properly to him. I am ecstatic and couldn’t be happier for him. I’m also honored that despite being so far away and being an absolute slouch at keeping in touch, he thought to invite me to what will probably be one of the most fun weddings I will ever go to.
On another note, two of my oldest and dearest german friends are having a baby. They have been here this week visiting and as much as I love seeing them, between their great news and the upcoming nuptials of N. I once again start to question and think about how I am living my life and if I will ever really become an adult with a good relationship and a normal job or occupation. I’ve been thinking about this all week.
I’ve been trying working hard but unable to focus. And I am missing people more often than usual. I don’t think I really need a break but I could definitely go for a change of scenery once I get a few things in order. Maybe it’s the vitamin D deficiency talking, but I think I need to get out of town this winter. I’m not really sure how I will pull it off but I have a few months before the Berlin winter starts to reel it’s nasty head to figure out how it will all happen. So I guess that’s my plan as if I didn’t have enough to work on already. But I better get my head out of my own shit and start writing back all the people that I am truly happy for.